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i'm really worried about dad. he has been stressed out for years, throwing temper tantrums several times a day, and we grow accustomed to it, it's just in his nature. he never yells at us, or about us, all his frustrations stem from work, he's troubled. he dismisses any suggestion to go to the doctor, and he got so worked up today that he started having chest pains. when i asked him if he was okay he had this really scary look in his eyes. his dad died of a heart attack when he young. i was going to go out but now i don't really know if i want to.